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[Sep. 19th, 2006|11:22 pm] |
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Things are better. Much better. But not perfect. It'll be ok though.
Oh and btw I don't really use livejournal much anymore. I've switched to vox.com and do more blogging on there. Where it's happening, man.
So uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Peace out |
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[Sep. 6th, 2006|07:48 pm] |
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My life is just blah right now.
I moved back in to school on Sunday and basically have been trying to get my apartment in order and trying to keep my spirits up. When I moved in I barely knew my roommates and not much has changed in that department. I mean, they're nice and all and we've laughed a couple times but we have very different tastes. I'm a wannabe hippie who likes good music and having a low-key good time. They're borderline drama queens who blast Justin Timberlake's Sexyback in our apartment and worry about their clothes and their hair way too much. I've never liked feeling that people look down on me or think I'm a geek before they even know me. Yeah, I'm different, but I can be cool if you just try to get to know me, even though that may take awhile. I'm rooming with my roommate from last year again and I was so excited about having another year with her. But I don't know now. She's perpetually depressed and never tells me what's going on which is really different than before. She used to tell me everything and now she won't even answer me when I ask her how she is. This means one of three things: that she doesn't trust me anymore, she feels like she'd be judged by me, or that she doesn't think of me as a good friend anymore. We've been down that road before and then it was the second situation. But I don't have the energy for this. The rest of my friends are too involved in their own problems (which are pretty tough) to care about me and they can't keep crying to me for advice when they don't even follow it or care about what I say. I can't keep doing it for my own sake. A lot of why I'm so stressed out is the fact that I need to find new friends that appreciate me for me. Those friends are hard to come by and one just left yesterday and one is about to leave next week. So I'm gonna be all alone and I need to find people here like that although I'm not expecting it. Good friends can help you through anything and give you the support you need and I'm not getting that right now. Damn.
I've had to change my classes around about 10 times to create a schedule that works for me and yet it's still not good enough. I'm not ready to start studying and working. Life's just too short to be stuck inside all day. My priority this summer is getting good grades and getting enough money so that I can have a good time in Spain. Yeah, by the way I got accepted to study abroad in Spain from January to July which I am totally stoked about. I'll be living with a host family with a couple of other students right down the street from my school and a 12th century cathedral. I'll be traveling all around Spain and Portugal and of course I'll go up to England to visit Anna. My family is going to come up to and we're going to go to Italy to see Rome, Pompei, and a lot of other places. So I think I can handle anything until January.
Hopefully life will get better and I can connect with some new people and reconnect with some old ones. Oh yeah, and it's 96 degrees at 8:25 pm. This needs to change.
Well that's enough bitching for tonight. I'd be really surprised if any of you read this far, and if you did I'm sure you want 5 minutes of your life back that I can't give you. Anyways, you all are awesome and I hope you have a great night! Ciao.
~Shannon~ |
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[Aug. 7th, 2006|09:01 am] |
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Aaaahhh I hate myspace. |
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[Jul. 16th, 2006|08:33 pm] |
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| | Belle and Sebastian- Dear Catastrophe | ] |
So I haven't posted anything on this in a long time. Here's what's going down in my life. I finally got a job and if you've been around me at all this summer you know I've been stressed out about that. I'm working as an aid at a Physical Therapy office and it's fun but a little stressful, but I get to have interesting conversations with the patients as I give them electric shock therapy. It's fun. Hey, I'll do anything for $10 an hour. Yesterday I served at a wedding reception full of drunk people at the beach. Can't beat that. Except I got sunburned and every time I touch something I give an involuntary gasp. It's quite annoying really. I can't wait to go back to school and see everyone and start doing something worthwhile. I'm going to be at APU for another semester and then in the spring and half of next summer I'll be studying abroad in Seville, Spain. Aaaaggghhh I can't wait. I'm trying to fix it so that I can go run with the bulls in the streets although my parents told me they'd disown me if I did that. We'll see. Right now I'm at Anna's house listening to her family have a pow-wow. Quite an eventful evening. Her boyfriend Mark's dog ran away tonight and we ran the streets looking for her and got yelled at by some people in a white Corvette. Of course we told them to shove it. And now we will go buy some cookies and dunk them in milk and watch TV. Yay. I love summer. |
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[Dec. 27th, 2005|11:12 am] |
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So last night I was seriously thinking about packing up all my bags and buying a plane ticket to London. I even planned it all out. I would stay with my cousin Hazel outside of London until I found out where else to live. I don't know how long I would be there, but I would just play it by ear. I wouldn't go to school or anything, just get a job and live off whatever comes my way. This plan is something that really appeals to me right now because I'm tired of the same old thing and I really need a change and some kind of adventure. The ONLY thing keeping me back is the money issue and the fact that I can't go right now is really making me pissed. |
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[Dec. 26th, 2005|10:54 pm] |
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My life is sucky and wonderful all at the same time. Things are really polarized. |
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| Wow it's been a long time... |
[Dec. 11th, 2005|10:49 pm] |
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So I'm finally updating after a really long time. It's my birthday today; I'm 19 and I feel really old. But I had an amazing birthday even though I didn't think I was going to mainly because finals are this week and I'm away from home, etc. But Gabby, Vince, and Josh planned the whole day for me and I had such a fun time! They blindfolded me and drove me to Burbank where we went ice skating (I had my blindfold off for this process). I hadn't been ice skating in a really long time and I didn't fall down once. Gabby did twice though and I laughed. I'm an awful friend, I know. Then they blindfolded me again and took me to Denny's where the nice waiter gave me free dessert. I got some really awesome presents too. Then we went and saw Chronicles of Narnia which I thought was awesome. I loved it even though some things bothered me throughout the movie, like the "special" effects and lack of some character development and other things I won't mention. But it was great. And here I am now, trying to put off studying for my Biology final tomorrow by writing in this journal which no one ever comments on just because I'm trying to waste some time. Well, kind of. I have some amazing friends here but I do miss the ones at home and want to go home really bad. I wish that school was over already. Just 3 1/2 more days!! I'll try to update more often. I just haven't felt like it recently. Bye bye!
Love, McDizzle as Gabby calls me now |
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| Woohoo! I couldn't ask for anything better... |
[Nov. 23rd, 2005|01:46 pm] |
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 | You scored as Millennium Falcon (from Star Wars). The world around you is at war. Fortunately you know how to handle that with the greatest of ease. You are one of the best at what you do and no one needs to tell you that. Now if only the droids could be quiet for five seconds.
Coming on December 1, 2005:
Your Ultimate Sci-Fi Profile: which sci-fi crew would you best fit in? The Sequel
Millennium Falcon (from Star Wars) | | 75% | SG-1 (from Stargate) | | 69% | Nebuchadnezzar (from The Matrix) | | 69% | Serenity (from Firefly) | | 63% | Galactica (from Battlestar: Galactica) | | 56% | Bebop (from Cowboy Bebop) | | 50% | Moya (from Farscape) | | 44% | Enterprise D (from Star Trek) | | 25% | </td>
Your Ultimate Sci-Fi Profile: which sci-fi crew would you best fit in? (pics)
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[Nov. 17th, 2005|11:24 am] |
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Harry Potter!
Home!
Friends!
Family!
My Doggies!
Homemade chili!
AAAAHHHHH what could be better?! |
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